Beautifully Broken

                     As the days go by sometimes it's easier to get through and others I end up seeing you at school or thinking of you someway or somehow. And let me just say if I could make the choice I would want to go back in time and wish I never interacted with you because I realized this emotional attachment I have with you is just an inconvenience to me. It is not like I am even trying to think about you it just happens out of the blue and than it makes me sad.                I was walking to the commons and you ran into me and said, "sorry" because you did not realize it was me but if you did than you would have sprinted away like you always have. So here I am kinda wishing I could start over and wishing we were just strangers because the feeling of being someone you do not ever want to speak to again it sucks. Yes I am sorry for wronging you in a way I do not know...

                                       Whenever you make friends I think the last thing we want to think about is the possibility of walking out of lives. It's been hard for me to accept that fact that some people in our lives are only here for a season. There was this friend that I made that was unique like every friendship I have.But this one in particular stopped me in my tracks and maybe its because of how different this friend was from me. The way we live our lives and view the world are completely different. He views the world from a analytical and logical perspective where I look through the world through empathy and feelings.This experience was truly transformative for me because it provided a fresh perspective that I had never considered before. I quickly developed a deep appreciation for our friendship and the valuable insights it brought into my life. ...

                    Do you ever find yourself losing a friend over feelings? Your feelings about them are not wrong, but it seems like those feelings have ended things with them. It is upsetting, and it makes me want to cry. I miss talking to him and him asking me how I am doing! I really wonder: Will I lose that support? How will I learn to grow without him? It is so challenging, for sure. But even then, I know that God is good. There will be people in your life who come and go. Sometimes, if you are willing to go the extra mile and take a risk, You can mend that relationship with the person and possibly go back to how it used to be. But every friendship starts with a spark and can turn into a connection. Friendship should not require effort that is hard to get; it should be effortless, like a flowing river. As I have journeyed through my life, I have learned that your friends make up who you are! It's okay if you have a hard ...

                                This is a letter and story to the person who not only defined what love is but also what God's love looks like in everyday life.                               Dear ____,                                                                                    You are different. Just like every person is different but you are truly unlike any guy that I have crushed on. During sophomore year I chased and chased after people who weren't ever going to appreciate me and accept me the way I wanted them to. It was heartbreak after heartbreak...

                        Friends are God's Greatest Gift                                                     You don't realize it but besides Jesus being one of the greatest gifts God could give us. The gift of friendship and the gift of friends! I make a huge deal about friends because I have lost them and gained them. My friends are one of the biggest role plays in my life and without them even the ones who are not my friends right now! I wouldn't be anywhere! But it's important to know and set straight who are your friends truly and who are your acquaintances! There is a clear difference and I feel like two often we mix those two things up! Of course, everybody defines friends differently but we can all agree that friends don't put you last nor go to as the second choice. Friend...

                   "Friend" is one of those words that get thrown around a lot and misplaced. You can consider someone you see every day and who is nice to you at school as one of your friends. You could also consider someone who shares the same likes or dislikes as you. As you grow up, you later figure out who is truly your friend and what a real friend is.               Lately, I have been trying to find better friends! Solid good ones I can share my good and bad with. Not just ones I can share my happy or funny moments with. It's hard to find those types of people you can be truly real with, and they won't apologize or just make you feel unheard. I have also been really, really seeing who my friends are. Going off of what my definition of a friend isI know for sure that a friend is not someone who throws you aside and says you're the "second choice," or maybe even considered the last choice. But hone...

                 Important Things in Life        I feel like one of the most important things in life is your friends. What friends you make and who you surround yourself with is super important. I realized that only after a few months with being around the same people. Thinking that it was okay to do that. When in the end my real goal was to not be alone. I did not want to feel alone. When sometimes being alone is actually not a bad thing and people need alone time.      When I came back to the truth that stood out like no other. I had to be honest with myself and other people. Tell them how I really felt instead of hiding things and acting like things were okay.  When I did tell my friends how I felt I figured out the ones I wanted too still be friends with and the ones I did not. But I am glad I drew my lines because in the end I feel so much better!    God has blessed me with some better p...

                  The Past Half-Year      I really want to write about my situation because one day I can look back and be proud of myself for where I am right now. Here are a few sentences I wrote that I can elaborate on. “An injection that doesn’t help the hurt. Words that won’t go away. A different heartbreak that hurts unlike any other. Love that is hard to see. Healing that can happen now. Hiding behind a wall of hurt and smiling for the crowd.”      In these six sentences, it basically summarizes the past half-year of my life. The first sentence states , “ An injection that doesn’t help the hurt. ” For the past few months, I got to a point where I was feeling numb and even something so painful in the moment that is supposed to make you feel better didn’t feel better. Even though I believed that God has a plan for me and is holding my hand. Every day got harder and harder to deal with as they went by. At som...

         You take a lot of risks and make a lot of sacrifices when you like someone. At least that's what I do when I find a new crush. This time I waited to tell this one boy that I liked him. I made a homemade valentine's card along with some other treats. I would leave lunch early just to walk and talk with him in the hallways. He always waited for me to walk to lunch together. I thought there has to be some potential. But he ended up just hurting me in the end. While we have a good friendship. He ended up putting off the no for the next day after valentine's day. Which I recommend doing it just ends up hurting the person.      I am learning that I shouldn't try to live up to the standard of "being in a relationship in high school". I should be fulfilling myself with God's words and not what some boy I like.

                       It Was A Hard Right Choice                               I am continuing my story of letting go of that one person. I only left on I have to see them again even after our misunderstandings. I really wanted to hold onto this one good friend because they always gave great beneficial advice. Advice that helps you grow as a person or encourages you to keep going on.   But mainly having friends around you that help you grow are the ones that make a huge impact into who you are of course.

                        Taking Words of Others                         I feel like everyone in life has taken some sort of words negative and positive. As you grow up you learn that words can either have a lot of weight but also lose weight. If it is repeated more than once. But it is really difficult for anyone to take negative hurtful words.  You really have to learn to build up a stronghold or have something to or someone to lean on. Either way words can hurt so much. Knowing what words are true and what words aren’t. Our Heavenly Father has a lot to say about this and all encouraging. So it is important to be strong in him I learn. But also to not just ignore people’s negative words. Acknowledge them in a way where you can identify them and if they really fit who you are. 

          Anyone Going through a Storm right now?     When we struggle sometimes we can only see the bad parts of how horrible it everything is. I challenge you to take your struggles and learn from them. Don´t just cry about them! See what you can use from these storms to make them into rainbows. We can all maybe one day pull someone out the of the darkness we went through :) TURNING YOUR MISERY into MINISTRY

                        Letting That Person Go                                 Just as everyone has ¨crushes¨ I also recently had one that just went south.I went to homecoming with this friend that I have talked to for awhile now and it was a lot of fun. As time went on we both started to like each other. But I was the one who ended up pursing and asking him out. He never told if he liked me or not until a misunderstanding came up. Still I put twice as much effort into him because I liked him so much. He had a lot of good qualities that I thought were attractive. But he could not get over that misunderstanding so we never went out. Realistically I should be looking for a guy who loves God and also truly likes me. Not someone who is afraid and has different beliefs. It was really sad to let him go because I truly loved him so much. I f...

                             😏 Cheers to a new year everyone! I hope that you not only take a moment to reflect but also take a moment to celebrate all that you accomplished big or small. I think its super important to not only celebrate your big accomplishments but your small accomplishments can mean a lot more than you would think! Somethings that I have learned this year is to be careful with overcommitting and stopping and smelling the roses. I learned a lot more about friendships and as well as just myself of course. God has definitely helped me realize how much support I have around me. Reminding me about how loved I am. Even though there was a lot of downs this year there was also a lot of bright things that have come into my life 💕   

                              Hello  everyone! My name is Naomi Yeo. I am currently 15 years old will be 16 in April 2022! I created this blog page to share my thoughts about life and things I learn along the way! I will be sharing personal stories so please take note of that! Some things you should know about me is that I love God, friends, family, and music. I hope to grow my page ever so more and I can not wait! One last thing I would like the mention is that I titled this website ¨Broken Beautifully¨ because in reality that is what we all are broken but beautiful! Just because something is broken does not mean it can not hold beauty.