Letting Go

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                        Letting That Person Go 

                         Just as everyone has ¨crushes¨ I also recently had one that just went south.I went to homecoming with this friend that I have talked to for awhile now and it was a lot of fun. As time went on we both started to like each other. But I was the one who ended up pursing and asking him out. He never told if he liked me or not until a misunderstanding came up. Still I put twice as much effort into him because I liked him so much. He had a lot of good qualities that I thought were attractive. But he could not get over that misunderstanding so we never went out. Realistically I should be looking for a guy who loves God and also truly likes me. Not someone who is afraid and has different beliefs. It was really sad to let him go because I truly loved him so much. I felt like a rock was thrown at my heart when he said he just wanted to be ¨friends¨ in the end. That was because of the bit of effort I put into him it hurt me. Letting him go was probably the hardest thing since he was the best friend I could have ever had truly. But I asked God to clear my mind of him and help me let him go. God being so loving and gracious did just that.It was not easy to let him go. Trust me I cried for hours the first night he said, ¨goodbye¨. He was my everything seeing him everyday that was my happiness. Now I have to face him knowing I can not like him anymore.
                                               
                                                   
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