Beautifully Broken

                 Important Things in Life        I feel like one of the most important things in life is your friends. What friends you make and who you surround yourself with is super important. I realized that only after a few months with being around the same people. Thinking that it was okay to do that. When in the end my real goal was to not be alone. I did not want to feel alone. When sometimes being alone is actually not a bad thing and people need alone time.      When I came back to the truth that stood out like no other. I had to be honest with myself and other people. Tell them how I really felt instead of hiding things and acting like things were okay.  When I did tell my friends how I felt I figured out the ones I wanted too still be friends with and the ones I did not. But I am glad I drew my lines because in the end I feel so much better!    God has blessed me with some better p...

                  The Past Half-Year      I really want to write about my situation because one day I can look back and be proud of myself for where I am right now. Here are a few sentences I wrote that I can elaborate on. “An injection that doesn’t help the hurt. Words that won’t go away. A different heartbreak that hurts unlike any other. Love that is hard to see. Healing that can happen now. Hiding behind a wall of hurt and smiling for the crowd.”      In these six sentences, it basically summarizes the past half-year of my life. The first sentence states , “ An injection that doesn’t help the hurt. ” For the past few months, I got to a point where I was feeling numb and even something so painful in the moment that is supposed to make you feel better didn’t feel better. Even though I believed that God has a plan for me and is holding my hand. Every day got harder and harder to deal with as they went by. At som...